i was never meant to be part of your inventory #breakups #relationships #exes #sadtruth #letmego

You kept me but you never chose me and it's one of the most unsure feelings I've ever felt because I was yours but you were never mine and I would have dropped everything for you but I was always the first thing you'd let go of and I would just wait there on the ground to be picked up again. The definition of convenience over commitment, that's how I would describe you and I. You would save me for later but never end up claiming me and I would just live for the hope that one day you would, that I wouldn't just end up being a rough draft that you'd throw away. When somebody keeps you and doesn't choose you, it can be hard to see that being owned does not always equate to being loved. Sometimes it's just hard to let go of things that are comfortable and to you I was a comfort that you had outgrown and you held on to me like a sweater you felt we were getting rid of but probably wouldn't ever wear again and I was just grateful for a spot in your closet. They say if you love something set it free so it makes sense that you kept me around. It'll never make sense to me why I stayed so long though hoping that one day I'd become your favorite again and even now I don't understand why you did it, why you'd hold on to something you didn't want for so long but some people are people hoarders and I think that's what you are. The more people you have, the more worthy you feel but I was never meant to be a part of your inventory and even though you never picked me I bet you still missed the option.