I’m not crying because I want him back.I’m crying because sometimes ...

My attorney texted me last night. I'm officially divorced I didn't cry last night But I went straight to bed and then I had some pretty messed up dreams And I don't know this morning. It's really like Just been such a long road I'll never understand the cruelty in In the discard, I'm not crying because I want him back. I'm crying because I'm alone now You know, I don't really have anybody I'm crying because our family's broken up. I'm crying because I only get my kids half time I'm crying because I have to sell my house And find some place to live I'm crying because He's off like living his best life with somebody new, and I'm still trying to process and heal and become my best self I'm crying because of You go from loving somebody to becoming like complete strangers I'm crying for my kids I'm crying because I'm 52 years old and there's not of D-Day It sounds terrible. I'm angry because of the lies that we're told It's all coming to a head right now It's like the final let down because this has been You know 15 months since we separated next chapter loading, right? I will never understand You know, when they go for somebody who's 15 years younger than you, you're still being divorced