Desire itself is the appearance of the ego. It’s the thought of lack, need, wanting, seeking… that’s why when you dissolve the ego, you simultaneously dissolve the perceived desires. #iam #ego #desires #consciousness #manifestation

The truth that nobody wants to hear, but if anyone's gonna tell you the truth, it's gonna be me. Okay, 'cause I don't fucking care, I'm telling you the straight-up truth. Is that if you stay identified with the ego, which is having these desires, you're never going to be satisfied. Okay, you're gonna spend the rest of your life seeking. You're gonna spend the rest of your life trying to get your SP back, now you want something else. You know, you get the money, now you want something else. You get the fucking car, now you want something else. You're never going to be satisfied, you're gonna spend the rest of your life being trying to manifest. And what is that? The whole point of this is realizing that there is never anything to get, but you are holding complete as you are. Everything else is just superficial bullshit. Now, I'm not saying you can't experience nice things, but you have to drop the desire, the intensity for it. Okay, it has to die. Why? Because as the ego starts to dissolve, so does desire, because ego is desire. It's separation, ego's trying to find its way home. Why? Because you know that you are not actually just the ego. You are consciousness, you're a wholeness, you're incomplete, you are complete. Okay, you are a fulfillment, and so there's always that like seeking other things outside of you, because you think that there's this outside world, and that you're incomplete, and so you're trying to find it in other things in people. And that's why this whole idea of manifestation, it's kind of bullshit. Because it's like, you know, yes, you can experience things, but in order to experience them, you have to drop the lack. Which means you have to already like have it, you have to be good with it or without it, you have to be, it has to be normal for you. But what happens is that when it's normal for you, you no longer care. Okay, and then it's kind of like, well, what the hell, what's the point? And then you see, but it's in that moment where you can finally realize like, wait a minute, oh my god. Like, I was still seeking stuff. Okay, and people who don't even fucking exist. You're like caught up in this. I've seen people waste how many years their life years years. Because you never made it about you. You made it about something outside of you. You made it about something else that this, I need this to get this. No one has ever given you anything ever. Okay, it's your perception of them. That seemingly allowed you to feel that feeling. Okay, of like, momentary, like, fulfillment. And then it's gone because you were giving it to yourself and you didn't even realize that. Okay, you gave it to yourself in that moment, but the problem is you thought it was coming from them and then you got attached to them and then they had to pull back. It seems cruel, guys, but it's not. It's actually one of the most kind things that, you know, creation can do. Which is, you know, continually take things away from you when you continually put yourself back into that suffering. Like, you have to see it. You'll, you'll throw yourself right back into the same situation time and time again just to get a little hit. It's never been about anything, guys, but you, it's always just been about you. Who is it that you want to be? Okay, reality is an expression of you. It's not happening out there. You don't matter how it's a person. You manifest yourself. And the person, the 3D is the literal like, byproduct. It's not the goal. Okay, the goal, what does you want is to feel that inner sense of peace and knowing and fulfillment. Okay, and it's all ready there. Okay, now, yes, the byproduct is you can then experience anything you like. Great, but it's no longer like this desperation, this need, this like, I need to fill this void. Because there is never a void to fill that, that, that's the illusion, that's the illusion.