“The Things I Wish I Told You” #fyp #anime #oc #audio #voiceover

I don't know how to say this, sometimes I feel like I don't know where I am, I don't know what I should do, I don't know how I should act and I'm afraid, but sometimes I get this feeling like I should talk to you, I just don't know what to say. It used to be that when I spoke I felt like my words didn't reach you and I know they don't, you think differently, you want something else and that's easily noticeable, not the way I am, not who I am, just in the matter of how I act, I'm so naive and I say dumb things, part of me wishes that I know why, but the other part just lives in the moment, I think that's my curse, I think my real wish, as I wish I talked to you the same way I talked to myself without reserve, without a wonder what you might think, I judge that so often because I'm worried, not of whether or not you'll leave, but of what you might think of me, would you still love me, I don't know, but I don't want to find out, I'm supposed to be this night in shining armor, I'm supposed to never fall, I'm supposed to be strong, how can I be strong for you, if I show you something that you might not like, that you might see us weak, that part of me, I try to lock away, but it finds its way through the cracks, and I feel I display it wrong, I've always been bad with my words, but I've always known that I love you, and that it won't change, it can't change, because it's just the thought is more than enough to keep me, in spite of my fear, I've conquered any belief that I might walk away, because I have all that I need, it's right in front of me, all I need to do now is figure out the right thing to say.