As requested, the full voice memo #fyp #relatable #situationship #marines #fypシ

I know it's the middle of the night but I just woke up and I have to get my thoughts out. I don't know what happened over the weekend or what switched in your brain. I don't know if you're seeing somebody else or if it's because you're about to go on this deployment either way I don't care but stop jerking me around. Stop fucking with me. I'm not doing this surface level bullshit thing with you. I'm not gonna do it. If you want to talk to me then fucking talk to me. You don't like calling on the phone? I do. I don't like texting all day long. I would rather sit all day and not get a text and get a phone call at the end of the day to have a real conversation with you than do this back and forth. Surface level, one word answer, text message, game that you play with me all day fucking long. I'm sick of it. I am actually fucking sick of it. It makes me sick to my fucking stomach the way that you jerk me around every single day. But yet you can't just tell me if you want to still talk to me or not. For whatever reason you cannot just say how you feel ever. And I don't know if it's because you're so wrapped up in the fact that we're just talking I'm not your girlfriend. I get that. I trust. I get it. I'm not your girlfriend. But have some kind of fucking decency for me that I'm a person and I have fucking feelings too. Like I said, if you want to talk to me on the planet, great. If not, okay. If you want to see me after awesome. If not, cool. But make up your fucking mind and don't leave me in this stupid in the middle bullshit that you're doing to me right now. I cannot fucking deal with it. Another day. I don't know what changed with you. But you used to want to call me. You used to be nice to me. I do not know what changed. I don't know if it's your scared of emotions or what it is. Clearly you have some kind of disconnect with it because you can't even admit that you like talking to me ever. Even when things were good between us. But please, for my fucking own sanity. Make up your fucking mind I'm fine Connor.