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Somebody asked me on live, "If I'm worried about dying alone, are you worried that you might die and not have a romantic partner?" No, I don't worry about that because I recognize that for me to entertain the concept of death is like a fire away thing and not something that I need to be thinking about right now for my survival is actually a privilege and not one that I take lightly. There are people all over the world right now. Death is knocking at their door. It could be rich or poor or somewhere in between and they have to actively think about their survival and/or their mortality. And for me to be able to sit on my couch and talk shit, I'm lucky that I get to do that and I'm going to embrace every moment that I have where that is a possibility for me and death is just something that I can use about in my free time. And I'm also lucky that I live a life of abundance, connections and experiences that are in accordance with my life philosophy of being hot and having fun. I recognize the privileges and the luck that I've had in being able to do that. But I also recognize the spiritual warfare that I have endured that privilege couldn't have protected me from, okay? If I didn't make the tough decision to say yes or no to a certain relationship to a certain experience or to convince myself that regardless of how shitty a situation was, I was going to figure out a way out of it. That is not something that privilege in and of itself guarantees, okay? I know a lot of people that are just as if not more privileged than me, suffering daily, okay? And asking themselves stupid-ass questions, like will I find a husband before I die? Why don't you find some fucking brain cells? Why don't you get a hobby? Why don't you get some friends? Why don't you get a purpose? Why don't you think about how you're going to contribute to the world around you? Treat others the way you want to be treated. Share or learn something interesting or helpful. Entertaining even that you could share with the world around you. There are people that live in war-torn countries that your tax pay a dollar's probably pay for the drawings that bomb them, okay? I want you to imagine going to one of those places where people are literally fighting for their survival and saying, "But you know, I'm just kind of worried that I'm not going to have a husband." Like, you actually have to be that real with yourself. You've completely lost touch with reality. Get a hobby, get some friends, put the phone down if needed.