I've Lost Interest In Everything #anhedonia #workingclass #lostinterest

I've lost interest in everything. I use really used to love my life, movies, music, going out, talking with friends, all of it. Now, nothing. I really don't feel anything. I don't know when I stopped caring, but I think others feel the same way, so I think it's worth talking about. I know for me one entertainment feels like it's completely dead. I used to love TV shows, glossed and prison break, breaking bad. There are so many good shows that you can get into and really get into the characters. It was just a really good form of entertainment. I enjoyed spending my time watching good shows and good movies. But nowadays, I've tried and it just doesn't seem like anything that's worth watching. It either seems so scripted or forced or a lot of the shows I find are just very negative and unhappy. But I just can't seem to get into anything. I've tried starting shows and I just can't finish it. I don't even have the interest in putting movies on nowadays. I mean, dedicating two hours for a movie seems insane. I'm just not able to do it. I really just watch YouTube now and I don't know if it's just watching the variety of it or being able to just watch so much short form and not dedicate my time to a full length to our movie. But also notice I have no interest in music anymore. It's like the radio is just an annoyance to me now. I've heard all the songs a million times any of the new music I don't relate to. I don't like listening to it. It doesn't sound good to me and I just don't don't enjoy it. So I don't listen to the radio anymore where I look back like 15, 10, 15 years ago I always had the radio on. The radio would be on just inside my house sometimes on low volume just his background noise. It's always kind of new songs, catchy songs. I related with some of the music and just in general it was fine but now even music that I found I used to really like. I used to relate to and enjoy. I don't really have any interest in listening to it at all. And it's like it's almost like when did things go so quiet. When did they, when did that get taken away the soul out of everything? That's just a personal observation that I've had but I haven't really listened to music in over a year and gotten really in depth into music. And that's especially kind of music on the radio. There's always kind of subgenres of kind of gotten into music that doesn't have any singing in it. A lot of it's just instrumentals and actually listening to the musical instruments. I've found that's been quite nice but like regular radio music I can't stand it. Like putting on country music or like the pop channel. It's just I've no desire to listen to it at all anymore. I've found that going out just doesn't make sense anymore. I have no interest in it. I don't have any interest in going to bars. That just seems like so much work and effort for for nothing. I don't have any interest in going out to restaurants anymore. I've found that everything costs so much money and a big annoyance for me is that I think customer service is one downhill tremendously. So you go to a restaurant and the food is already very expensive. Everybody wants a 20 to 25% tip now or don't even come to the restaurant they say. And the food is subpar nowadays and the service is completely gone. So you're tipping on food for service that doesn't exist anymore. And I've found the atmosphere and a lot of restaurants is just dying. A lot of the restaurants that we have now in our town, they're very bland. It's just big boxes with chairs and tables put in them. There's no atmosphere. If you go back and you think of like Wendy's from the 90s or Pizza Hut, they had so much life and soul in the restaurants. There were different levels, different tiers in the restaurant with stairs and there was a lot of ornate wood and plants and you know nice stained glass lamps and lights. And it had character and places felt different.