He spent 40 years as an atheist philosopher. Then his mother died and none of his answers held. Today Father Lazarus lives alone in a cave in the Egyptian desert — the same mountain Saint Anthony withdrew to 1,700 years ago. He had the career, the marriage, the knowledge. None of it answered what was actually asking. Speaker: Father Lazarus El Anthony Follow @neptikos_ #orthodox #desertfathers #faith #silence #monk