Replying to @aliceyxo GFE out in public was fun 🥹 #storytime

just got back from my eight hour booking. I had a really, really good time. It's interesting, like I'm having to come down, like I feel a bit, I don't know what the right word is. I used to get this quite a lot when I first did domination. There's such a height that it's so intense to have someone's vulnerability to be the person responsible for bringing a fantasy to life that's more elaborate than just simply doing the deed. You know, remember the first few times I was doing BDSM stuff, they'd leave and I'd be like, wow, because you feel completely detached from the outside world. You're doing things that maybe there are stigmas attached to or feel a bit taboo and naughty and wrong. There's so much freedom in that exploration. I don't know how to describe it. When you experience something that others have deemed shameful, but you yourself have separated the shame. There's just this emotion that's liberating to an overwhelming degree. That feeling is somewhat kind of numb at a time. I've got more use to it. A lot of the things I'm enacting don't feel so much of a revelation. Don't feel so absurd to me, but I've not had this guy relatively new to me. I think if any person that goes on a date and you have a really good time, you have all of these emotions that are pent up and you're trying to work out what they all mean, that is pretty much how I'm feeling. If it feels like I've just had a really good first date and I'm just trying to come back down. Maybe I'm excitable, maybe I'm giddy, I think. I had a really good time and I'm enjoying learning about him and I'm enjoying the experience, this excitement. I'm going to put my pajamas on and get cozy and eat a pizza and watch something comforting.