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So I was up until 5.30 in the morning last night on a manic lunar journey. Um, menstrual, induced, um, creative, I can't even, you know what I'm saying. And then I woke up and I had to teach a class and I taught a class on the Oracle archetype. Love my job, truly, like unbelievable, um, career path. Um, I have this incredible collaborator. Her name is Nora. She has like two masters degrees in like the deep, mythic archetypal. She's just, she's special, art history. She's so, she's so talented. And so we've been co-creating this incredible seven-month journey and this is now a month six. Um, we started with the mother in the heart and then we did the wild woman in the solar plexus, the lover in the sick girl, the crown in the root, the warrior in the throat, and now we're here at the Oracle in the third eye. And next month we're going to conclude with the queen on the crown. And today was our Oracle session and it was just crazy because I spent all night being, I was literally, I was literally fluttering and rising like a moth, like looking into the flame of like the moon consciousness. Like I was just like, I was so out of it. It was awesome. And I think sometimes like what we forget is like in the dominator paradigm, productivity, like the end result of a thing is more value than the process of the thing. And in like the feminine ways of being, the process itself is the experience. Like that's where the nectar is. Like that's what's worthwhile and meaningful about it. It's not, you know, the finished poem that you've written and can publish in your book, although that's a nice artifact. That's a nice kind of like completed cycle of the transmission that you were there to bring forth. But that's not the point. The point is to just actually be so fully, erotically, ecstatically, wholeheartedly, alive and connected and participatory with life that you actually don't need another meaning. You're actually fully consummated in the experience itself that there's no accolade, there's no thing that you can go and purchase. There's no milestone that you need to reach in life. There's no more bullshit agenda that you need to buy into because you actually just know and feel how whole and complete it is to simply enjoy the experience of being open to life and letting energy and creativity and love and compassion and inspiration fill you. So yeah.