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I hooked up with my first cousin last night and have zero regrets through time so let me give you some context on this whole situation. Me and my cousin who we were called Steve hadn't really had a relationship until we were like late teens and I honestly didn't think anything was weird about things until my boyfriend mentioned it. We're at a fourth of July party and Steve my cousin went to give me a big old haul and my boyfriend at the time was like hold up this is so weird like the way he hugged you was not in a family way at all and this did not go down well with the rest of my family. We actually ended up kicking him out of the party and he walked home and we never spoke again and at this time me and Steve were really really getting on well and I was starting to make any excuse to see him like one time I had car troubles and here's a mechanic so I called him straight away crank that seat back so after he fixed my car real nice we sat on our port and got absolutely hammered and it was actually at this time that I ended up mentioning what my old boyfriend had said about me wanting to get with my cousin and we were kind of trying to brush it off but I could tell that the both of us were feeling it. We both knew it but didn't want to acknowledge it so it's given forward a few weeks we all went to the bar on my family and he ended up driving but he got so drunk he just couldn't drive back so he ended up staying at my house I just get giddy just thinking about this night don't get excited nothing happened but I could tell he wanted it too because a lot of times in the night I would wake up and he'll be stood in his boxes in my doorway so a couple of days after this he texted me and he's like hey I've got free tv do you want it? uh oh yeah free tv you can watch some tv instead of screwing around with your cousin so this casual little meet-up then turns round two going to a full-on party together and we're like in a little dark corner together and he like really leans into my face and is like oh I just wish and then trailed off I knew he was trying to say so I was like yeah me too and he hugged me so times like bearing his face in my hair and I decided that both of us really needed to address the elephant in the room here and just tell each other that we liked one another not that the elephant is that you are related by the way so I decided that I was gonna take the lead and I was like listen Steve I have the biggest crush on you and Steve replied it was like yeah well Amy I really want to f**k you straight over this Steve whatever happens to hi hello how are you and in that moment Steve lent in and kissed me but the problem was is that some of our family members lived next door to this house I was like Steve we can't do this in front of people no babe you can't do it full stop so he drew hugged me inside and being completely honest with you guys this is one of the best experiences of my life truly it was a game on with a f**ker or cousin f**ker I feel sick halfway through he even stopped and told me he loved me honestly I have never ever felt this way about someone before yes babe because you never screwed your cousin so the next morning he end up sneaking out of my room and I know that if we ever went forward with this we would get disowned by our family and it makes it worse because he also has a son as well and am I gonna be like second cousin stepmom. What do I do next?